In the past I never liked to talk about me, but since I trusted God completely that has changed. I have to tell you about where i have been so I can tell you about the one person that I cant say enough about.That would be the lord Jesus Christ my precious savior and best friend.
When I was around the age of 8 years old I was being sexually molested. The older I got the further away from him I got, so eventually it stopped.I excepted Jesus into my life in 1981 and became active in my church.
I believed everything would be okay, and it was for awhile until I went in one direction and left Jesus standing with his arms opened wide and tears running down his face.I had feelings for the same sex and I thought it was because of my past.
Around the age of 17 I started hanging out with the gay crowd, I felt like I had found my place in life. Oh how wrong I was! For the last 18 years of my life I have been gay. I could hear Jesus calling me back time after time, but I was living life my way. My way brought nothing but alot of pain and tears. I had no peace or joy at all. At one point I found myself on my knees in my front yard holding a gun to my head praying to God to give me the strenght to pull the trigger.He gave me strenght alright, to get up and go on with my life.
As soon as he helped me I went right back to my old life style not giving him the credit he deserved. On october of last year I was on my way to work and out of nowhere a truck was sitting still in the middle of the interstate . I hit it head on and then a van hit me. I found myself laying face down in my floorboard hurting like never before. I remember laying there screaming out to God help me please! I was in a wheelchair for awhile and then a walker.
I spent about 3 months on crutches which seemed like forever. God was right there that day just like all the other times I had called on him. He was holding me in his arms on October 2nd I s
Get your free registration and log in to view entire article
Post new comment