Greetings Brothers and Sisters in Christ,
I am really blessed to know this place. I used to be in another forum that is of the world and not of the Lord. I have come to this site for many months now, trying to read every precious words, teachings, articles and testimonies here.It never fails to give me a push to press on in the faith i have in God. I am so sure there will be more to come and i dont mind getting overdosed with it. lol. God bless and keep this place,May whoever started this site will reap the fruits of the Lord's kingdom forever more. God bless this family, send his Angels to protect them, make a way for them, comfort them, provide for them and renew them according to the holy spirit and the grace, love and mercy of the Lord, in Christ Jesus, Amen and Amen. Thank you Lord!!
I am quite shy, chubby, sometimes dorky and soft spoken in real life. Please forgive me if i rambled on in this place way too much. I pulled up my courage and desperation to share some parts of my life with you guys and i hope all things will work together for good in Christ. It has been been over a year now since i had a break down and had been clinically diagnosed with major depression. I attempted suicide a couple of times and the last attempt was a good amount of pills, enough to send you to an emergency ward, quit school, do nothing, be unemployed, burden my family , still feeling low and being made to think i have passed the point of being redundant. My family have a lifelong flow of consistent problems.The usual troubles of financial lack, quarrels and violence.
I have been a christian since i was a little child. Now, i am 21 years of age, trying hard to cling onto the promise that God has a plan and purpose for me and battling with the very stubborn black clouds hanging over my head. I am penniless but thank god I still have a place to live in. I know friends who are going through a tough period and i hear so many people suffering that it adds to the hurting. It is so hard too see that the Lord is here with us but God's ways are not our ways, his time not our time and his faithfulness is great as ever.
As a matter of fact, I still under go mental frustration, discouragement, guil
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