I have tried to become a better person to live a life as a christian but it seems the harder I try the more te devil brings me down I dont know where to turn know I am depressed stressed and sick I truly believe that God died on the cross so that i may be saved I truly believe that God is a healing God but it seems the more i pray the further away he goes from me i dont know what to do anymore I need the power of God to feel my life and make me over I need a healing from God Can someone please help me understand whats going on and why God is not answering my prayers PLease pray for me because i am lost